RANT

There is a lot to say but I don't know where to start as usual. This Thursday is Thanksgiving and I was hoping to be somewhere warm for the long weekend but that isn't happening. I was also hoping to have a car and be living somewhere warm year round. I love the snow but I HATE the cold. Due to the constant weather changes I have been sick most of the time since well the end of September I think. Well not sick sick but either my sinuses have been acting up or I have had laryngitis (wow I didn't even know I knew how to spell that...lol). I have been missing my nearest and dearest friends and my sisters in law so very much lately it is killing me. I have been working hard and trying my best to keep a smile on my face every day. Some days are harder than others but I manage it while people are around at least which is better than nothing I guess. Thanksgiving Day is going to be kind of hard I think. The thing getting me down the most is the fact that I never have any money after the paycheck pays all the bills. I am getting so frusterated with everything that is going on money wise. I currently have $17 to my name and that is going to get me gas tonight. I am supposed to be getting money for the housing but still haven't seen that. At this point I think I'm bout to just go and talk to somebody at a nearby recruiting office and see what I can do about that. I have been waiting almost two months for that to happen...I resent him my bank info so that he could do it almost two weeks ago and still nothing. People wonder why I get so iritated and can't stand them, things like this are the reason. I am screwed if I don't get the money in the bank soon because like I said I don't have a dime and my stuff is still out in Debbie's garage which I can't do anything about since I never have the money after bills get paid. What else do I have to rant about? Nothing I don't think. Until next time!