Whitney Houston - Saving All My Love For You (Official Music Video)

I'm saving all my love for you!

This song says it all. I will move on if I absolutely have to but I'm saving all my love for you. Whitney Houston's songs were always on the spot.

Hopeless Romantic? Me? WTF?

I have never really been one to be a hopeless romantic.  I'm not into love stories or sappy TV shows usually.  I would rather watch an action movie or spy show.  But recently my own feelings have gotten to me and I have been watching the mushy and romantic parts of my favorite shows and rom/coms.  I am not a fan of Valentine's Day, even when I was married and had a valentine.  This year I find myself really wanting somebody to tell me how they feel, send me flowers, chocolate or something, anything.

I want somebody to say something like, "If it came between you and her I would choose you.  It would always be you."  Yes that is a line I just heard on Vampire Diaries but it would still be nice to hear.  I want to know that somebody cares.  That somebody wants me.  That my feelings aren't in vain.  I am not talking about anybody in particular here I just want somebody, period.

I have given up hope in any getting the one person I want.  "True love is not real until it is returned."  I guess you could say I am trying hard to move on but things keep going south for me.  I have turned into one of the hopeless romantics that I hate.

That is all I have for today.  More soon.