I have never really been one to be a hopeless romantic. I'm not into love stories or sappy TV shows usually. I would rather watch an action movie or spy show. But recently my own feelings have gotten to me and I have been watching the mushy and romantic parts of my favorite shows and rom/coms. I am not a fan of Valentine's Day, even when I was married and had a valentine. This year I find myself really wanting somebody to tell me how they feel, send me flowers, chocolate or something, anything.
I want somebody to say something like, "If it came between you and her I would choose you. It would always be you." Yes that is a line I just heard on Vampire Diaries but it would still be nice to hear. I want to know that somebody cares. That somebody wants me. That my feelings aren't in vain. I am not talking about anybody in particular here I just want somebody, period.
I have given up hope in any getting the one person I want. "True love is not real until it is returned." I guess you could say I am trying hard to move on but things keep going south for me. I have turned into one of the hopeless romantics that I hate.
That is all I have for today. More soon.
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