I don't know what is going on anymore. I am lost and confused. I have no time to myself. I have no friends left. I work non-stop. I miss my best friends. One hasn't talked to me in almost 2 years and one has failed to tell me one of the biggest things in his life. Do I push people away? Do they feel like they can't tell me things now?
I put up a big show but nothing I am showing is real. The smile is fake, the things I say are fake, my life is fake. I need something, somebody or somewhere new. I need a life of my own.
My life is unraveling and I can't stop it. There is so much I want to do in my life but I am stuck and unhappy and can't wait to be set free. I don't know what else to say but I need the pieces to fit together again.
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