Baby Boom!!!

So between Thanksgiving and today I have learned that 1 friend and 4 cousins (all on the same side of the family) are pregnant.  The cousins are apparently all due in July (crazy month for birthday's) and I believe the friend is due in June but possible July.  I hate to say it but I kind of hate them all right now.  That was the most depressing holiday I've had in a long time.  I mean dwelling on the fact that while I really want kids of my own I may never have them makes for an unhappy holiday.

To keep my mind off of all the new July babies coming into my life I have spent the last bit of time occupying my mind with building my new shelves and watching Season 8 of One Tree Hill.  Although the beginning of this season is kind of depressing and that's not good.  It definitely is keeping my mind busy.  Once they are all built it is time for a MAJOR reorganization which will be even better.

I actually did have a good Christmas and got a laptop at last and shelves that are much needed.  It was just the rest of the day that was depressing.  I miss my friends but the ones that aren't talking to me I have decided to give them space and they will come back eventually.  She is just struggling and I wish I could help her through it like she has helped me through a ton of things as well.  But when she is ready she will come back.

As for the coming year things are turning around for me.  I will get out of this rut and will be debt free.  I have already set up payments for two out of three of my remaining debts.  The third I will settle in January I hope.  Come June I will hopefully have my own car and in July I should be able to move out into my own place.  All with my job at the library.  Hopefully I will be able get a lot more Usborne business this year and that will help with saving for a car as well.  Also I'm hoping to get both State and Federal Taxes back so that will go into my car savings as well.  The few books and movies I want are already pre-ordered except for Breaking Dawn Part 1 that is.

Ok well I am off to finish cleaning and organizing and watching in order to get my mind off of things again.