So things are starting to look up. I paid off the First Financial leaving me with just a $50-ish Dell payment and a phone bill. So that's right for the next few years I will be paying off a brand new car. I am super excited about this and am hoping that it brings my credit score back up to a decent place. However, I did learn that my credit score isn't nearly as bad as I thought it was, which is great! Getting everything paid off and keeping up with payments for the last few years has helped out big time. I am going to start my Emergency Fund/Savings next pay day so that if anything should happen I have money to cover it (EF) and if I want to take a overseas trip in the next couple years I can (savings). They are going to be the same account as I already have three accounts and can't handle anymore. Anyways, I was lucky enough to get decent monthly payments with dad as a cosigner and my gas prices will be cut at least in half so it is manageable while still throwing extra at Dell and putting some every month in the EF/Savings account.
My next big goal will be getting my own place. So the savings will help with that as well. No more spending on things I don't need or things I want but can't really afford. That's right I am cleaning up my life one small step at a time.
I am struggling with a few other things going on but I am not ready to talk about them so I will let it go at that. Just know that it has been a week and I am still struggling with something that happened last Friday. Okay so I guess it hasn't been a full week but close enough. The issue is I wanted it to happen and I want it to happen again but it can't. I can't explain it all but I have a ton on my mind when it comes to that little situation and I am ready to see what happens. I just wish I had all the answers right now and I could stop fighting to clear the path ahead of me and take the easy path where every thing I want is right there waiting for me. I can't so I am continuing to dig the debris away. A little bit of digging deeper never hurt anybody.
Anyways, I am beat beyond belief so I am going to bed. I just wanted to let everybody know that life is great right now and I hope everybody feels that way. I have partially made it through the dark beyond the dawn and I'm almost WIDE AWAKE!!!!
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